Showing posts with label burnt out car abandoned arson kent medway random diary contemplative internship photography voluntary volunteer student. Show all posts
Showing posts with label burnt out car abandoned arson kent medway random diary contemplative internship photography voluntary volunteer student. Show all posts

11 Jun 2010

a block of text

It has been a while since I have posted a text blog as I have been trying to be like my peers and only post images of my own - cause that totally makes me seem more of a photographer/artist as I don't have to explain myself. Alas, I am tired of simply posting images without any word of what the reasoning and influences were - I am not what i'd call arty farty but I do like to talk about things that influence me.

During the past couple of weeks I have not been working much, in a photographic sense anyways... I have felt really apathetic towards this project (Time and Space) and I have been concerned over what I am going to do over the summer months. I am working part time at a pharmacy/chemists but I don't think I can survive by being a slave to the grind so I have been looking at other possibilities. I did consider just disappearing off to Sweden for an impromptu "holiday" of sorts but since I spent half my savings on a HTC phone I don't think it is possible now unfortunately!

There are a lot of internships/voluntary work positions I have been interested in but they have either been too far away, only open to graduates or i'm too chicken to apply - my confidence is something I wish to work on over the summer as it has held me back this year so maybe I should just go for it? I do wish I was full of confidence like some people! I am also struggling to regard myself as an artist or photographer, my tutor at University keeps saying that we are all artists but right now I still feel like a college student. I don't have a distinct style, I just shoot and make what I want.. I need to figure out what I want to do in life because at the moment i'm 21 without a clue in hell what I want to do after my studies.

Anyways, here's some of my recent crappy work... it's not like anyone pays attention to this anyways!







I am only just finding my way around the area I live in now, it is amazing the things you can find while on a walk in the country.